Here I am a sinner broken and in need of you

Dear God,

I'm sorry.
I've let you down time and again.
I wonder how you are feeling now.
I really did not mean to.

My mind was clouded.
I lost sight of you.
I'm selfish, always wanting your blessing but forgetting to obey you.
Let me start all over again.

I want to be right with you again.
Show me Lord, who you want me to be.
I want to testify of your love again.
To be blameless just like Jesus.
Forgive me Father.

Father,
I want to put you on the throne again.
Take control of my life.
Lead me into righteousness.
I want to rely on you again, not my own strength.

You are why I live.
Soften my harden heart, let me feel how you would feel.
Please forgive me.

This is my prayer.