I'm looking out the window

Today is one of those days where everything seems meaningless.
What ever I do, it doesnt seem to contribute to anything.
Its a feeling of lost and hopelessness.

I guess its all in the mind, but its definitely not easy.
Theres just so much on my mind right now that its really overwhelming.

I'll be going to Taiwan soon. Its going to be a pretty rough time.
Negativity has really taken a toll on me.
Its about time I start remembering the grace of God.
Without him, I wouldnt even have made it this far.

I'm longing for your return.
As well as my return after Taiwan.

Its only of those days where I need someone to cheer me up.

Bon Voyage

Today is finally the day that you're leaving.

I'll be eagerly waiting for the 29th of October.

Till we meet again.

I ought to be sleeping now but I really can't.

Theres a sense of emptiness.

I guess its a hole that only God can fill.

All I want to say is how much I miss you and will miss you.

I'll find strength to thank God in the toughest of time.

I'm glad we can still communicate over the oceans.

Can't wait to receive the first call!

P.s. I love the jelly beans :)

Yesterday, I surprised you pretending that I had to book in.

It was the biggest reaction I've seen from a surprise.

I'm really really happy that I got to spend the time with you.

The few extra hours I will really treasure so much.

I can't wait to hangout with you again!

Have fun in China alright?

Take lots of photos so you can share them with me.

You'll be my eyes in China.

No matter what happens, remember God is always watching over you.

He is there in China too!

:)

19th

I'm turning 19 in one week exactly! I've yet to get my driving licence. But congrats to Mel who got it on Thursday! :)

We just had a celebration together with her family at a cafe at Simon road. It was a simple dinner at a cosy place. We had a cake with two candles! For those who don't know, her birthday is just 1 week after mine.

Anyway, I'll be in camp doing guard duty on my birthday, not exactly the best way to spend it but I still thank God nevertheless. As for my wish list, a black bar on my chest on the 19th of December! And for Mel to come back in one piece.




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